Couldn’t really put a title to it

Did we just open up our hearts to have them closed?
Coz it feels like mines still open and yours is elsewhere down the road
I don’t blame you; I guess it wasn’t meant to be
Even though it felt like that every time it was just you and me.

I just need some closure to help me move on,
But you have been that rock in me that helped me be strong
But il be ok il be alright
I have been always, knowing God is with me at night

Endless prayers on how to let this feeling go
Why won’t it leave, or do u have a hold on me like so.
Nevertheless I have tried endless times
But you keep coming back to me and it makes everything alright.

You can’t fight with fate Tk no matter how hard you try
But having faith and hope leaves no room to say goodbye

Maybe it was just how you made me feel from the start
Its funny coz I told myself; this guy can never get to your heart
But u did n now its left vulnerable, exposed and bruised
That why I lock it up from others, I’m afraid to be used

Enough of the emo shuff
“You’ve gotta be happy” Tk you always say
“Don’t be stingy with your smile
You’ve gotta stay awesome all day”

Ever had a beautiful sunny day and in the middle of it there is rain?
Its like having ur happiness being the same source of your pain.
I never wanted things to end like this O
And im not begging u to stay or begging u to go
My feelings just had to be let out or else il breakdown
And I know how u don’t like it when I frown.

Instead of being that girl who says it when she’s drunk
I thought I’d write it in lyrically
And hope this makes you feel any different
Mentally or emotionally

I had a hard time writing this not knowing how it would make you feel
But just wanted to know if those feelings u say u have are actually real.
Coz if they are please don’t hurt me
Coz im still waiting and my heart bruises easily.

She’s got your heart I know
But I’d like to have it too someday
I’d never let it fall or drop
Never let it get blown away.

I’l be your cutie
Id be your bestie
Even when you car race
Ur front row cheerleader at ur fastest n slowest pace

I’d keep u smiling even in the darkest days
When the sun ain’t shining or when its lost it’s rays
Id try my best at most
even when you have nothing to do
Coz all I ever want to be, is somebody to you.